WEIGHT...

Why is it that I am still 40lbs over weight, since having my beautiful Anabel? How did I allow my self to get this way? That's right friends 40lbs! I weighed approx. 120lbs before she was conceived. I am watching what I eat, most of the time. I exercise, some times. I quit drinking Diet Coke, now I drink COFFEE. I am starting to figure it out, I am NOT motivated. I have a husband who loves me as I am, BAD husband! He has even offered a VERY nice gift of BOOBS if I lose the weight. Why wouldn't I do it for a pair of PERKY breasts?

I stay at home with the kids. I am LAZY! I have committed to running my first 5K in November but only run 2-3 times a week (speed walking is more like it) and only for 2 miles....Do I need to post a picture? Should I? Would you? I think I will.

Pictures to come very, very soon. Maybe even a weight check each week? I think so. Will this be the motivation I need? I can blog about my progress or lack of each week. This can be my accountability. Yes, I think it will.

Are you my friend? Are you looking at my blog from a friends? Do you have advice for me? I don't care if I don't know you, I NEED some help!

Here are some stats on me today, Wednesday, September 17, 2008.

Height 5'2" BARELY!
Weight 158lbs
Pants 10-12
Shirts Med-LRG

I am freaking out with EMBARRASSMENT right now...Motivated for today! See you next week! Wish my BIG BUTT Luck! Maybe by Christmas I will be the size I would like and be able to fit back into my favorite jeans...I love jeans!